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Today was a terrible day. I had two papers today - both mathematics paper and both level 4000 modules. I was terribly slaughtered as I couldn't even do most of the paper (40% for the first and 50% for the second). This experience reinforces my opinion that it is useless to study for mathematics papers as I think it does not help at all.
I have always wondered how do we know whether we've learned a topic properly. Of course, examinations are not a good gauge of our grasp of the topic, but is it the best yardstick that we have? Or are there better means? Also, is there really a need to know how well we've learned a topic?
My journey so far taught me that there is a need for someone to guide you for mathematics as it is difficult to learn by reading mathematics textbook (One professor mentioned that reading mathematics is difficult. It is not like reading a novel - you need to think). Having a lecturer going through the topic with you speeds up the whole learning process. Examinations are good in the sense it points out to you where you've not covered properly in your studies. However, once the examinations are over, we lack the motivation to fix this "problem". Nevertheless, we cannot always rely on people to guide us as the future is uncertain.
I am extremely thankful to all my professors and teachers who have guided me so far. Thank you.
Labels: food for thought, victor's boring life
